Why?

I will never forget this date, February 4, 2017, where you hurt me physically for the first time within over 10 years now. Men in general do not hurt and please do not excuse me for being a "maldita" one here and do not provide an alibi, which I did not do on purpose.

If you were true, you still would not hurt me no matter what I have done. You know the reason why I feel so bad on you because of the things you did that keep coming into my head. Although I want to forget all of those bad memories, I just could not just to forgive you. I could have forgotten every single mistake when you did your best to change yourself, and this is all I want.

I just could not be able to bring back the time when my love for you was bloomer than the rose in the spring was. Now it would never ever going to be the same ever again.

Hitting me on my back and my head, watching me falling down the staircase, kicking me all over, pulling my hair and above all, trying to strangulate me with fingerprints will never ever gonna happen. And soon you will realize all of these things crying inside in your dull, dark room.