February 14 the Saddest Valentines Day

Today marks the 14th day of the month of February.

While couples are spending their time to make their relationship become stronger, here we are, we are now separated from one another because of that one thing that ended it all -- ended the 10th year of our supposed-to-be lasting commitment. That one thing ruined the love we established. The reason is because you have been enticed by the temporary pleasure and overlooked me and my needs as your partner in life, supposedly. You failed to understand what I want to have for both of us and our child.

You do know that I wanted to have a happy family. You know you started it all. I rebelled against my family just to go and live with you after our baby was born. I thought you would change because of the new life that poured on us from up above but you failed to notice it once more. You used us to fill the gap of your temporary pleasure, and I do know you love us but please do not deny you used us.

I love you from the deepest of my beating heart and this I have felt since the first year we were together. I love you and if I did not, I would have just left myself in the dark and be blinded. I apologize if I have hurt your feelings but please do remember that I was hurt too.

I could not forget our longtime relationship. All I wanted from you is to completely change. You know what it will bring if you keep your vices throughout your life. It ruins you slowly and eventually us. This already happens but still you think it is my fault. No, it is NOT. THINK again.

I kept asking you to change and kept giving you chances but you seem to take them for granted. I could not bear living my life with you and your vices. I can foresee what my life would become.

Although it is hard for me to fight the life I have ALONE, I would be strong for our child. Although I wanted to give up and give in, I would not because I love your SON. He is my life and the reason why I live and I hope you would think that way as well. Think that WE ARE YOUR LIFE. You should have given us the life we supposed to live in - as a happy wife and a complete child, your son.