Love Rises When Anger Drops

I was very angry with you and all of the things you did to me. I can describe you as an "unforgivable" evil who does not deserve a chance to live in this world. I know the world is against you because of your dreadful demeanor and unprofessional manner. However, there is something deep inside you shouting to be unleashed but was hold on by negativity that keeps you do the same bad things.

Despite all the negativity, deep in my heart, I feel that you are still there clinging to that tender part so you will not fall. You are there. I feel you and I still love you. You know how devastating it is for me to hold back my feelings. When I see you, I want to embrace you like a child who misses his long lost father and I want to kiss you like a wife who serves her husband unconditionally.

I want you to know that your thoughts of me are all influenced by something you know. They are not right and when you do all the crazy things that will make me provoked, I will despise you and turn my feelings off for a long period. I will hate you for what you will do.

But I cannot the deny the fact that my love for you takes over the current emotions when you show your sweetness and gentleness. I cannot deny the fact that my feelings for you have gone wild again.

I am a good pretender, a good actress, for I can hold back what I have felt and act like I do not care. Truth be told, I care for you more than anyone else you know. You just cannot see it. Look into my eyes and you will clearly construe my true intentions. I love you when my anger drops to zero degree.